February 2011
jaqulynbitch: I don’t even wanna talk about everything. I don’t wanna talk about how I feel because it’s just irrelevant to life. All I ever care about is school, working, money, paying for things, and other people. I want to care about me but it’s hard when it feels like my life is meant to please other people. I have to please my mom, my dad, my siblings, the rest of my family, make sure my...
Feb 1st
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January 2011
Jan 30th
I love poetry class.
Every week we get feedback from other students in the class for whatever poem we had to write for the assignment given to us. I always get such positive feedback, it makes me so happy to know that my writing is something worth reading. Every time someone leaves feedback, that person is supposed to leave at least two suggestions to help the writer of the poem improve the piece. This week I got...
Jan 30th
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Jan 29th
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Jan 29th
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Jan 28th
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So f*cking tired of being tired.
Jan 28th
Preoccupied.
Lately my whole life has been centered around education. I don’t even know, I’m trying so hard and I feel super motivated to do well, no more slackin’! But I feel like I’m dying in every other aspect of my life. Actually, calculus II is already killing me and I want to shoot it but it won’t let me. But just now when I was taking a break from studying math I got an...
Jan 28th
Jan 27th
I’m incredibly tired physically and mentally. And all of that makes me emotionally tired too since everything in life is just so tiring. I don’t feel like doing anything right now. School can go jump off a cliff. Every now and then I wish I was one of those idiots in school who don’t care about grades or upholding a high GPA or doing well in everything. Having such high...
Jan 27th
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Jan 27th
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Stressing.
Why does everything have to be so expensive? I have two trips I have to save up for: DECA State Competition is about $300 and Orchestra field trip to Disneyland is almost $1000. Thankfully my mom says she’s willing to pay for half my Disneyland trip though so total this year I need to save about $800 for these trips. I wish I got more hours at work… I only get about ten hours a week,...
Jan 27th
Jan 27th
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Before you speak...
So, last night I was watching Dr. Phil with my mommy. It was about a girl who was in her 20’s, who is a wife and mother of three children. She’s anorexic. She was asked if she could remember when and how she started getting so concerned about her weight, and having an eating disorder. She said she was 11 years old when she first started caring. Why? She specifically remembered that...
Jan 26th
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When it comes to relationships, 'cheating' is not...
shannonbruno: dopetasticson: I know we all have our opinions and thoughts on to what ’ cheating ’ really is, but this is my perspective on it. I’m sick and tired of people thinking js cos they not ’ sleeping ’ with the other person, it means they ain’t cheating. Bullshit. Cheating can be as simple as a simple text, call, hang out, or even thought ( thinking about cheating ). You can...
Jan 26th
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Listenpieaceofmind: ice cold
Jan 26th
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I don’t get why people complain about not having a job if they don’t even bother doing anything about it. They don’t go job-hunting, or bother to put together a resume, or to call a company/store after applying online. Yet they act like they want a job so badly or that they worked so hard to find a job… when all they’ve done is either nothing or filled out an online...
Jan 26th
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Jan 24th
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Jan 23rd
Listenchyeaahitssean: vfp29: I can’t explain how...
Jan 22nd
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Me: ughhh it just gets really irritating to not credited for everything i try to do. and i try so hard to please them [my parents] but its almost impossible LG: if its really that hard where to the point where its almost impossible to please then why try at all, its not like the reason you wanna good grades is so that your mom can acknowledge you, its cause you want to, just do you.
Jan 22nd
Just treated my whole family out for sushi.
Even though I just have minimum wage job, it feels so wonderful to finally give back to my family. My daddy looked so happy, because it’s been a really long time since he’s had sushi and in general, our family is trying to cut back on going out to eat because we’re trying to save up our money. I’m glad I was able to put a smile on his face, along with my mommy and brother,...
Jan 22nd
Jan 21st
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Dear mom,
Just to let you know, it hurts to know that you don’t trust me. I admit I’ve made my fair share of lies, but that’s because if I was completely honest with every little thing I’m doing, I would be stuck at home every single day with no life. You’re trying to protect me, but it’s to the point where it’s suffocating me. You’re crazy, you know that? Do...
Jan 21st
Jan 21st
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Don't fail God to pass class.
Jan 20th
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I never really know what to say when people actually ask, “Are you two talking?!” Sure we’ve “talked” for more than a year, but at the same time we never discuss that we actually like each other. We do things that couples do, but we’re not a couple. The feelings are understood, but we’re never serious enough to confront each other about it. So when people...
Jan 19th
Jan 19th
Lol some people on Tumblr get butthurt too easily.
Swear, some of y’all need to understand that not everyone will have the same viewpoint as you. Oh and y’all also need to understand how to take a joke. Lmao how the hell do you guys survive high school if you can’t take a joke online.
Jan 18th
Benefits of being short; for a girl.
maneypacquiao: ohitslilyy: Trying to find a boy taller than you is not hard at all. Wearing high heels won’t make you look super gigantic. Short girls are cute. Kissing someone who’s taller is cute when you have to stand on your toes. Closer to the ground. Hide and seek is easier for you than tall people. Short people usually run faster. I like being short.  Benefits for being tall;...
Jan 18th
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Jan 17th
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susanlovescatz asked: Thanks for your concern Michelllle :)
Jan 17th
susanlovescatz asked: Thanks for your concern Michelllle :)
Jan 17th
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Jan 17th
justinrecio asked: DID I STUTTER?!
LYN-GOOOOOOOD.
Jan 17th
justinrecio asked: DID I STUTTER?!
LYN-GOOOOOOOD.
Jan 17th
I'm really starting to like my poetry class.
Feedback from a classmate: “To say that I enjoyed your post would be a complete understatement. You put wonderful insight into words and arranged those words in such a way that they created an explosion of feeling when read. Just by reading this post I can tell you are a writer by nature.” The feedback I’ve gotten from several other students so far has left me encouraged and...
Jan 17th
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Yay I did good on my PSAT!
And it projects I’d get somewhere from 1810 to 2130 on my real SAT. I didn’t even study for that thing :) Yay it made my parents happy. Gotta love those really rare moments when they’re proud of me. 3rd place yesterday at DECA competition and now this! Academics are the only way to please Asian parents and I pleased mine, hehe.
Jan 16th
kwills88: Just because a dude compliments you, doesn’t mean he likes you or even wants you to begin with…there are some dudes who know how to appreciate a beautiful female and just let it be known. Just because a dude wants to get to know more about you, doesn’t mean he’s trying to fuck you..then again maybe he is…but he’ll be willing to become friends with you, get to know who you truly are,...
Jan 16th
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Maybe you'll see more writing from me now.
Whenever I speak my heart, I’ve been writing more in my other blog. It’s not a private blog, just an unknown blog. You just need to find it somehow. Maybe one day I’ll leave a hint or “recommend” it on those weekly things. It has way more in-depth posts of what goes on in my head. All of it is just text posts, and I think there’s only one reblog so far. I guess...
Jan 16th
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Jan 16th
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That weird awkward moment when you happen to look...
Jan 14th
Lol I don’t follow people with ugly Tumblrs. Yeah I try to follow people with good content in their posts, but if the first impression I get from clicking your Tumblr is something ugly I’m not even going to bother looking at your posts in the first place. It’s kind of like the presentation of food (wow I so would use food as an analogy)—even if the food is incredibly yummy,...
Jan 13th
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Jan 12th
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Jan 12th
Smh.
I find it so incredibly stupid and ridiculous how parents complain about how they hate some certain young celebrity because he/she is a bad role model for their child. Like back when that Miley Cyrus video of her on salvia went all over the internet, and people were going crazy over it. These parents just blame the celebrity and are like, “He/she should know that millions of kids look up to...
Jan 12th
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Jan 12th
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